She knows

It was meant to be a party
All the time her act was girly
And I came up to her, said - "now can I kiss you, girl?"
She smiled at me and said - "yeah, of course you can"

We danced that night
and kissed a lot
I guess I spoiled it when I confessed
I said I was in love with her

So she left me on the bench
Again this feeling of "so strange"
People at the party got excited by Jackson
But I was sitting all alone

Just hoped she will return
without a second twirl
it sucks so bad 'cuz she knows

I was sitting frozen there
Guess for an hour maybe, yeah
after that I saw her leave with that guy I nearly knew
I thought it'd be different, I care about you...

So I guess I'm not supposed to be happy at all
'cuz evertime it feels right, it all goes wrong
everytime I feel on top, I know that I will fall
I won't be able to take it more, I'm not that strong.

Just hoped she will return
without a second twirl
it sucks so bad 'cuz she knows

I don't care

Seems like there is no place in your heart for me
seems like there’s just a space, that you’re unable to feel
feels like I am beside an empty place
’cuz you don’t see the smile on my face

We were close for one time
and that time still hangs on
you were so close to me
and I was close to you

I never dreamed I would kiss somebody like you
I guess neither did you
so what’s wrong with hanging on

I don’t care about the summer
'cuz it’s full of memories
and i don’t care of what I told you
but I’m sure I won’t forget
a thing you said

And you told me about that guy that you like
and I was pissed off, but I never let it show
and then we both surrendered to the sight
of a red moon that guided the light

We were so close
that no one else even saw
you were so close to me
and I was close to you

I never dreamed I would kiss somebody like you
neither did you
but still I’m the fool

And I don't care about the sun
'cuz it’s burning me up
and I don’t care how I looked
since you said I look good

And if there’s one thing I wish I did that night
is to take your hand
and show you the right...

Oh the right direction to my heart
so you wouldn’t fall
but I’m just a dreamer
and I cant keep her forever in my arms