Gonna miss the school

Soon school be over
I am looking over shoulder
Trying to make a happy face

But the truth is that I will
Miss the school, but I'll stand still
'Cuz there's no way I can turn back the time

And I'll always remember
each and every step I took
even every single book
and the hallway full of gamblers

I'll remember all the girls
that went all around in twirls
And all of the boys
who always made a funny noise

I'm gonna miss the school a lot
I'm gonna miss the parking lot
where the teachers parked their cars
The road from home wasn't really far

I'm gonna miss the black chick
who became a lot like star
and the fan of German band -
Tokio hotel's on her hand

I'm gonna miss that girl
who always made a trouble for herself
even if she was a sweetheart
she still was kind of a dirt

And all the parties, all the fights
how one guy was wearing tights
misunderstandings, funny sights
and the class of 2009

I'm gonna miss the school
hope I don't look like a fool...

When you're here

Like a cold cup of coffee
like a naked cherry tree
like a day without a sunshine
this is how I really feel
feels like nothing's right if you're not by my side

I miss the way you smell
and I miss the way you smile at me
I remember how you fell
and for the first time I really cared
oh I miss the way you look at me
and I wonder if it's real...
when you're here

Like an old maple leave
like an unfulfilling dream
like a rain that melts my clothes
I swear it's really how I feel
feels like something's wrong that's why I'm writing this song

Being near to you it pays
even in my lonely days
even when I think I should do something else
oh I can't sleep
no I can't breathe
thinking of you makes me weak
but I just want you to be here today

Oh missing you is so hard
like my world's falling apart
like cutting inside me
this thought of "cannot be"
still I wanna see your face
then I feel like I'm in a better place...

You

Same old f***** feeling
Don't really wanna feel it
But my head kept turning
The second time this week since...

I saw your face...

But there's nothing I should like
Except maybe your eyes
But what's with your new clothes?
I can't believe it's like...

Most dreamy ones I've seen...

And what the hell I'm saying
I hope I'm just pretending
I hope you didn't catch my eye
When I started watching....

You...

Oh you, you and again there's you
Why your boyfriend had to leave you
And put the blame on you
See my world revolves around you

Oh..but I should stop
...now!
...right now!
...stopping now!
...but yet

You're ex is such a loser
He said that you're a user
But I know that you loved him
And wanted to get closer

I wish I was closer to you...

And I don't know what will happen
With friends you had in common
Or maybe you'll get back
Or are you really done

The stupid hope keeps killing me...

And still there's you, you again there's you
My thoughts revolve around you
The only one I see is you
If only I could get you...

Seeing through

An Angel walks this earth with us
But she's in average people rush
An Angel you can fully trust
I wish you all could see it, just...

A secret has been told by me
Does that mean I am not worth thee?
But I can surely see you through
Today my Angel simply flew...

The devil walks this earth as well
I know her place should be in hell
But I would never wish such horror
Even if she caused me sorrow

The Devil's laughing when I come
My ears hurt like from thousand drums
But still the Devil owns my soul
My spirit wants to lowly crawl

And when these two are eye two eye
I don't know how to watch this sight
My Angel always stands by me
As Devil makes a fool of me

I think of Angel day night
When I am in my pillows tight
But Devil sang in my sweet dreams
He sang 'bout love, my insight screamed

But in my dreams my Angel came
Has she had won, and now owns fame?
I saw her in the photographs
I woke up with a laugh

The fight between them isn't real
That's just example how I feel
And who will win, I have no clue
I only know I see them through...

Fight with the faite

The power of the faite
Ain't delivered by the saints
It's delivered by our actions
And how we play the game

The game of being true
And being fake as well
Watching how the moon
Is rising out in doom

And we shouldn't sit back
And let the fate go all it's way
We all have the power to stop this playful game
We should show strength
We all should be arranged
And stop faite from making us act awkwardly insane

The power of the faite
Is written in the gold
In greed, jealousy
And in our souls so cold

Faite must be stopped
As we gonna change it's move
Our life's all we have
And we shouldn't be done

Is there anyone out in there
Who would bring back our power and our steel
And is there anyone now and here
Who would pick up the armor and fight with the steel

Have to
Stop the
Faite...

Untitled

I just don’t think that I could live without you
by my side
it’s this feeling coming down on me
why can’t you see, you were made for me

and it hurts so bad, making me so sad
knowing you’re with him
and you don’t need me
but I still dream about you everyday I go
near you

and maybe I should just forget you
but I know I can’t
I tried to help myself
with fake feelings towards men
but I can not forget you, and the way you smile
it’s not for a while
it’s forever all right

This feeling so empty inside me

Feels different

From what I’ve known before

It’s like a trance that’s killing me slowly

I need it to survive

My own life. . .

Hidden messages

Enough of feeling empty
life's all about surprise
in deepest dreams my heart is
not ready for such lies
and here I go again

My life feels like a tale
of lonely girl like Kelly
not happy one like Shane
this is another nightmare
and I can't change a thing

And this is not goodbye
not even little sign of
doing things I've done and felt again,again, again...

And feeling these thing's isn't right
ready for some change
not now
on and on I think about
life and all the meaning of
death, how I am gonna be without
same faces once again