Confessions

You don’t know and I don’t care
all we do is sit and stare
thinking ‘bout the ugly days
until a man comes up and says:

„I’m feeling like a worthless shit
and I feel I am losing my grip
I wanna be more like you two
please tell what can i still do?”

You didnt know, I didn’t care
about that man just standing there
we had some problems on our own
we wanted him to just get blown

Away

Away from you and I
too little time to decide
trying just to find
the feelings that we hide
behind us everytime
when we are close together
when we’re about to fight
it makes me wanna cry

We sent that man to hell that day
But we - ourselves, began to pray
To God who's watching from the sky
Who gives us reasons for a cry

And there's no wonder that we cry
We're all 'bout us and that is why
We have to start with ourselves
Not put the blame on someone else..

Someone else

Someone else
who just can help
But we - we never see things clearly
We push away the help by breathing
Breathing air, that's full of pain
and hate, and suffer and pain again
forgetting just to breath it out
to breath out joy and love and life..

And the river took two souls

And the river took two souls

But both of them still had to grow
From innocent game of innocent fun
their death still felt like a shot from a gun

Just a simple night on the Island of Death
Turned out as a last one for two innocent breaths.
And why did the fate chose them on that night?
It didn't make sense it doesn't seem right.

And those 7 who lived will they be able to live?
Who can imagine their horrible grief?
And those 7 who lived, won't be the same
It all turned to horror from innocent game..

Es redzēju sapnī kā Dimiteram lieku roku uz pleca es

Cik grūti stāvēt 45 grādu leņķī pret to,

pret kuru gribas raidīt lodi.
Tagad tikai jāatceras,
ka pēc 20 minūtēm aties pirmais vilciens uz to vietu,
uz kuru parasti jāgaida dienas vai pat gadi.
Un Velns nopirks biļeti,
aizbrauks,
un dzers ilgi līdz nelabumam.
Jo savu nozagto bērnu bērnu viņš tāpat redzētu tikai uz 10 minūtēm.
Tad labāk būtu raidījis to lodi pierē tam Dievam.
Un viss tikai tāpēc,
ka labajam jāuzvar vienmēr.

Helpless

There she was again
I didn't recognize her
I hadn't seen her in a while
She had change a little

One more time
she made me smile
and forget all other things in my life

And this heartache in me
It never stops
It always appears
when she is so near
I'm helpless
so helpless
when she's walking with me
or even looking at me
even when she's just near
I'm helpless

She did the same old thing
kissed me and then left
upstairs with some guy
I don't wanna know why

One more time
she made me cry
and freak out like I had no life

And this heartache in me
It never stops
It always appears
when she is so near
I'm helpless
so helpless
when she's walking with me
or even looking at me
even when she's just near
I'm helpless
just so helpless
so helpless
God damn helpless
I'm helpless