How To Describe Love?

I can feel –

the earth has lately stopped

Is it just me? –

I can’t feel the gravity

It’s something new

Something I’ve never felt before

Guess it’s true –

I have never been so sure

I was in shade

But now there’s only sun on my skin

I was affraid

But now I depend on fate

The earth was moving too fast for me

And I was too tied up to it

But now my feet don’t touch the ground

I levitate without a sound

Out of the night

Into the light

For a feeling like this I’ll always fight

Don’t know how to describe this feeling

But all of my nightmares are sleeping

Don’t know how to describe love

Don’t know how to describe my love

Two

It still seems a little weird - 

to love the same face for whole two years.

And sometimes it feels this way -

it feels like I only met you yesterday.

And you get amused by the simplest things -

like a flower or a new kind of a drink.

And I'm boring, but you're not,

it must be true that the opposites attract.

So two years ago we were sitting in the sand

and as I found later I couldn't control my hands ('cause I was drunk).

And sometimes it feels this way -

like it all happened just yesterday.

And I get offended by the silliest things -

like if you can't meet me, makes me an automatic victim.

And you're so pretty, but I'm not,

it must be true that the opposites attract.

And two years ago we didn't know

what would happen after two years.

But now I love you and you love me

We're not that different, aren't we?

Something something

We often have these silly conversations

and we pretend like we are great philosophers

we talk about life and love like we have a clue

we talk about the past and the future too

And we might get anxious

and we might get mad

But you just need to know one thing

I have a feeling that I have been waiting 22 years for you

And I can honestly tell that I would wait 22 again

And if you went away for a year or five I would wait no matter what

But you said you'd only wait for me if I was in jail

Well, baby, just don't take this serious

I'll feel better if you'll think I'm just delirious.

Everything you do still makes me curious

and everytime someone touches you

 it makes me furious

(see how many aftermaths I made with the "ious" :))

And now let's get to the serious part

I think that we will never be apart

Just don't screw this up, cause I'm trying myself real hard

And if I sometimes say some stupid stuff-

please forgive me, cause I would forgive to you

I hope for now - this will be enough :)

A Song for the Most Wonderful Person in the World

Living up till now wasn't easy

Spent most of my time daydreaming

Guess the daydream finally came true - 

on the day I met you

It all started as joke, pretty silly

Told to my friend that we would marry

And when you finally talked to me

I felt my ground was shaking

And I let you in.

I didn't even look for love that time

I know at some I committed a crime -

I stole you from the others

and now we're living undercover.

And even though our minds are open

some of the doors are closed

But we will always look for the right key,

to open those which will let us be.

I must admit I never really was the type

Who settled for the first class flight

But we've been  in seventh heaven for the last year

Sometimes I think what if we fall - that's my biggest fear.

But when you crash at my place 

and I end up making you breakfast

It makes me smile, 'cause C E N S O R E D
C E N S O R E D  C E N S O R E D  C E N S O R E D

Even if my inspiration dries out every now and then

It doesn't change the way I feel 'bout you, it will never have an end

I will try to do everything, to keep you all to myself

I'm such a selfish maniac.

All the twists and twurls

All ungrateful trolls

It all brought me here, to the one I've longed to know

Have we met before,

in another world?

Why'd you hide so long behind that bright dark door?

A song that Sarah Bettens could sing

I had started to believe

that love doesn't exist.

That it's something someone's made up

in they screwed up little head

I used to think that if I do have one true love it lives in China

And it's probably a boy who would wear make-up more than I do

And now I wanna thank the Universe

for making me do these silly things I do

and for letting me know you

I always wanted someone

with the perfect hair

the perfect eyes

the perfect body, skin and smile

and when you speak you blow my mind.

You're one of a kind..

it's so wonderful you're mine.

I had started to think

I have no purpose in my life

I used to think I'll end it with an obtuse knife

I've found my purpose now

I never thought I'd do

I've started living thanks to you

And now I wanna thank the Universe

for putting me in this silly state I'm in

for letting me this time win.

I really hope that this time life won't play a joke

I really hope, I really hope, I really hope

I'm still surprised that you said you love me back

'cuz I know you're a pretty hard case to crack

(Un šeit - ja Tu dzirdētu melodiju, kas skan tikai manā galvā, es pārietu uz "Win me over") :)

Almost (sometimes it counts)

Sometimes I wanna tell the whole world

How I got the perfect girl

With eyes as blue as the bluest sky,

Golden hair and a gorgeous smile.

But I’m gonna keep it a secret

‘Cuz if I tell I just might regret it

Let’s be clear

It’s a little bit weird

It’s been almost a year

And even though ‘Almost’ doesn't count

Have no fear, ‘cuz I have no doubt-

I wanna be with you right now

And if possible – in the future somehow :)

At times I can’t believe it’s happening

‘Cuz things are too good to be real

And yes I know I once almost screwed it up

 But 'Almost' doesn't count and I should shut up

Most of the time we’re perfect together

I have a feel we’ll be like that forever

Is this real?

It has been the very best year

It’s almost like a dream

And even though 'Almost' doesn't count

Have no fear, ‘cuz i have no doubt-

I wanna be with you right now

And if possible – tomorrow

After tomorrow and after that also

Wanna be with you everyday

I really, really wanna be with you always :-)

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Well I like you the most

with no make-up on

'cuz that's when I can kiss you all day long.

Well of course you look pretty

with that stuff on

but I can only be close to you within 1 meter

So I'm gonna ask you one more time

don't waste your lip-liner, 'cuz you look just fine.

It's enough when you smile.

I hope it won't be a crime

if I call you mine

Perfect

I can hear you smile

and my heart stops for a while

I look into your eyes

and it stops for a minute.

I watch you fixing your hair

to interrupt - I don't dare

I see you putting the lip-gloss on

and it looks on you perfect.

Because you know, baby, I

no matter how hard I'd try

a face like yours would be too hard to find.

When I see you smile

with the shy eyes

I know that it's worth it - 

a moment with you is perfect.

I hear the high-heel sound

and my heart beats loud

Even through a big crowd

I know when you'll be coming around

I don't need to go all around the world

Because without you, I'd probably be bored

I know that this sounds funny,

but you could be my honey, today..

And when I said today

I meant everyday

'Cuz the sweetness you gave

I won't throw it away

You're the perfect dream

in my reality

please don't disappear

(Mini) Someone like you

Even if I felt lost

Lately I feel that I’m found

I can feel that I can trust-

Not keep silent any sound

And that’s why I say-

I

Never thought I could meet someone like you

Never thought I ‘d be the one you’d choose

Unbelievable but true –

Someone like you

Life Insurance Girl

Another day

in the stupid, little mini-market

I make my way to open the gates

I wait an hour to see

if it’s her shift today

And there she comes with her

Platform shoes and perfect hair

I have to wait a minute or three, then she’ll

Come to get her coffee

And she drives me crazy

the life insurance girl

my vision’s fading

when she comes through the door

the hot insurance girl

I’m going crazy, I could

Look at her daily

When it’s lunch time I know

What she’s gonna have

I know her favorite kind of chocolate and

I know she loves coffee

  

I should make a move

I gotta tell her the truth

I know my colleague will laugh

When she’ll tell me – “get the fuck off!”

I should ask her her name

And maybe even her last name

But I will probably choke

Hey I've got an idea – I’ll ask her out for a smoke J

I wish I could write a song with smart and difficult words

Last night you were asking me some questions

I hope I didn't give you the wrong impression

'Cuz you know - I was simply being honest

I know I may not be one of the smartest

But

This is how I feel

I'm just being real

Am I being clear?

When you asked - Do I like spending time with you?

I said - I do, I do, I do, that's fact

Then you asked if I am using you?

(What?) I'm not, I don't, I'd never ever do that

Then you smiled and said:"Hey, maybe, there's is someone else besides me?"

But you answered that - "There's no better than me" :)

And then you asked - For how long we will be together?

I answered that forever and ever

Last night we were walking through the Old town

I remember in your face I saw a big frown

I just wish I could make it alright

'Cuz it's much better when you're shining bright

And I wish I could write a song

With smart and difficult words

But I think it costs a high price

To sound a little like Damien Rice

(But that's another story

as you said today) :)

So I'm just gonna go

With the same simple flow..

Well at least it's from my heart though...

Believe me if I say so..

'Cuz I'm just being true..

I'm in love with you

Thinkin' of you

Well I got rain in my shoes

Funny I’m still thinkin’ of you

And in the bus when I snooze

Guess what – still thinkin’ of you

And in the mornings, in my bed

Well there’s always you in my head

And after work when I feel dead

Guess what – there’s only you in my head

When I’m on the wrong trace

That’s when I remember your face

And when I feel outta place -

I just keep dreamin’ of you face

And there’s no one else I would wanna hold

In the night’s when I’m feeling cold

And you know that I always miss

The moments when we touch and kiss

So what am I supposed to do,

Since I’m only thinkin’ of you..

No Title

Hey now, I'm starting to fear

'cuz lately we've been drinking too much beer.

Now are you thinking what I'm thinking?

I think we might have a problem with drinking

The last time I drank a whole bottle of Jäger

at some point my consciousness faded.

Do you remember,  'cuz if I'm being real -

I don't remember it all that clear

When you're drunk you still act like you're sober

but when it's me - I just wanna pull you closer

and it would rock if I didn't have to throw up

not 'cuz of you but of the liquid that's in my guts

But it doesn't really matter (does it?)

as long as we're in this together

'Cuz I don't mind

getting drunk with you

even if it's every night

Because you see

although I'm drunk

I'm still in love completely

And I know that you already know-

that I would give my heart and soul

But I'd also lend you my lung -

instead of writing this song

..and also spare my liver (if it would be useful J)

and in case you'd start to shiver..

I'd keep you warm J

That night (Walrus)

Hold on, since when did wishes come true?

Was it a dream or did I wake up next to you?

I guess I’ve been acting pretty damn good

Since I earned the rights to get so close to you

No I don’t think of you as a gift from the skies

But with face like that I’m sure you can fly

I wish that I could too, when you pushed me out of bed that night J

Hold on, can things get any better?

I don’t even care about the rainy weather

And your smell still lingers on my Nightwish t-shirt

I can’t believe how this turned out from a silly flirt

No I don’t think of you as a reward for all my good deeds

‘Cuz let’s be honest I haven’t really done much good shit

But I did feel glad that when I woke up, you were in my sheets

I hope there’ll be more nights like these

When I’ll feel your warm body next to me

I love to watch you breathe

I probably sound like a creep, but

I’m  a really nice creep, baby J

(This one has no chorus

I gotta fill space for chorus

I wonder what rhymes with chorus..?

I got it- the word is walrus :p)

Stay @myplace

Ok, I'l tell you why I can't sleep at night

anymore.

It's because you get in my thoughts

more and more.

I used to dream how I die

a million times,

but now when I close my eyes

I feel you by my side.

Oh, please, please stay at my place

I am longing for your face

please, please stay tonight -

take a chance while my mom's outta sight.

I remember

a few times when we slept together

I wish those moments lasted forever

You had your arms around me

I had my arms around you, baby.

And you've got that something

that makes my heart sing

And sometimes..

I wish there were no buses

so you could stay at my place.

I wish you had no bike

so you could stay tonight.

I wish your place was far away

so you would have to stay.

I wish there were no streets, no waters

so you could stay for ever after.

"You took my bra.."

You took my bra

and you took my shirt

and some time before you even took my jacket

but most important of all -

you stole my heart

and I don't even need right back..

On a beautiful day

we drank champagne

I think we also drank cider but it started to rain

but that's just fine

'cuz I was love-drunk from you

and I'm gonna get drunk some more..

And it doesn't matter

if you take my clothes

if you steal my heart

or hide my soul

'cuz you know - I'd give it all up for you..

Confessions

You don’t know and I don’t care
all we do is sit and stare
thinking ‘bout the ugly days
until a man comes up and says:

„I’m feeling like a worthless shit
and I feel I am losing my grip
I wanna be more like you two
please tell what can i still do?”

You didnt know, I didn’t care
about that man just standing there
we had some problems on our own
we wanted him to just get blown

Away

Away from you and I
too little time to decide
trying just to find
the feelings that we hide
behind us everytime
when we are close together
when we’re about to fight
it makes me wanna cry

We sent that man to hell that day
But we - ourselves, began to pray
To God who's watching from the sky
Who gives us reasons for a cry

And there's no wonder that we cry
We're all 'bout us and that is why
We have to start with ourselves
Not put the blame on someone else..

Someone else

Someone else
who just can help
But we - we never see things clearly
We push away the help by breathing
Breathing air, that's full of pain
and hate, and suffer and pain again
forgetting just to breath it out
to breath out joy and love and life..