Piebald

I must admit –

I am scared a little bit

Scared that you won’t tolerate me any longer

I screwed up so many times

Yet you stood by my side

I do believe that it made us stronger

And take a look at me now -

I still mess up somehow

I keep making you feel kind of bad

I am really sorry

And also pretty worried

But I know that you’re still feeling sad

But it can’t always go great

Even if we ain’t straight

Our love is a little bit piebald

But we are warned and ready -

Thing’s won’t always go steady

If we both are going for gold

I really wanna make it last

Don’t wanna makes „us” a past

I’ll keep on trying to make you smile

There’s no going back

My love for you is a fact

And for me you still are divine

But it can’t always go great

Even if we ain’t straight

Our love is a little bit piebald

But we are warned and ready -

Thing’s won’t always go steady

If we both are going for gold (2x)

I know that it gets hard at some point

But if we work together we may achieve it.

It may seem easier to let go,

But if we let go – who knows what we would be missing?

As long as our hearts beat in the same rhythm

I know we can set a brand new record!

So let’s keep going, let’s keep on flying,

So at the very end we can both be champions!

But it can’t always go great

Even if we ain’t straight

Our love is a little bit piebald

But we are warned and ready -

Thing’s won’t always go steady

If we both are going for gold (2x)

Try to Solve this Chaotic Jigsaw

Ain’t no way to make this better

Maybe only if we lived together

Also if we didn’t have to work

And if we could just pay for whatever

I feel like right now we’re having an examination

It’s something everybody goes through

But why can’t we be an exception?-

Well that was a pretty dumb question. Was it?

So stay with me a little bit more

Until I pass the drivers license

And get job I want

And let’s hope it won’t be long

I’ll try to make it work
And then you're gonna see it was worth it

You’re the only person

Who loves my soppy expressions

If you’ll want I’ll write you even more than hundred and fifty eight words

Yes, Microsoft Word counted and I checked

It’s unbelieveable

That you are so lovable

And ain’t I just  adorable

Cause no one writes poems as horrible as me

I put some brand new words

In to this song

I guess

I want to impress

You

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Honey, if you only knew

how it feels when the blood runs through

and it boils with 100 degrees or more.

But I'm feeling insecure

Honey, if you only saw

how much dust comes out of my scars

and you know it isn't smart

to hurt me more since they're on my heart..

I'm walking through the rain

I hope it'll wash away my shame

It'll wash away the lies I told

I feel that I am turning cold (But I don't want that)

Help me understand

how could I cause such pain?

By hurting you I hurt myself

Don't tell me it's too late..

Honey, I am being true

I know you're not that cruel

I know you have a heart of gold

Please do not make mine cold..

I'm feeling way too tired

so I'm walking through the fire

I  take a breath and breathe the flames

I hope they'll  burn away my pain

And I'm not joking

I might as well be frozen

Only your warm heart will make mine beat again..

The truth..

When we met I was desperate for love

I guess that's why you weren't enough

and that's why I took you for granted

I didn't think it would turn out complicated

You went away to a far-away land

I always knew that I wouldn't stand it

I waited for you six long months

but suddenly my world turned around

I fell for a girl with a gorgeous smile

I swear there was sunshine in her eyes

and in her voice I heard butterflies

and that's when I knew it's time to say goodbye to you

Then I told you - I need time to think

and finally our ship started to sink

you told me I'm an ass and a liar

I'm sorry for the times I made you cry

I'm sorry that we tried

I'm sorry that I lied

but I'm not sorry that I did what I wanted

I'm not sorry that we split

I'm not sorry I was a bitch

I'm not sorry that I fell for real this time

Confessions

You don’t know and I don’t care
all we do is sit and stare
thinking ‘bout the ugly days
until a man comes up and says:

„I’m feeling like a worthless shit
and I feel I am losing my grip
I wanna be more like you two
please tell what can i still do?”

You didnt know, I didn’t care
about that man just standing there
we had some problems on our own
we wanted him to just get blown

Away

Away from you and I
too little time to decide
trying just to find
the feelings that we hide
behind us everytime
when we are close together
when we’re about to fight
it makes me wanna cry

We sent that man to hell that day
But we - ourselves, began to pray
To God who's watching from the sky
Who gives us reasons for a cry

And there's no wonder that we cry
We're all 'bout us and that is why
We have to start with ourselves
Not put the blame on someone else..

Someone else

Someone else
who just can help
But we - we never see things clearly
We push away the help by breathing
Breathing air, that's full of pain
and hate, and suffer and pain again
forgetting just to breath it out
to breath out joy and love and life..