Piebald

I must admit –

I am scared a little bit

Scared that you won’t tolerate me any longer

I screwed up so many times

Yet you stood by my side

I do believe that it made us stronger

And take a look at me now -

I still mess up somehow

I keep making you feel kind of bad

I am really sorry

And also pretty worried

But I know that you’re still feeling sad

But it can’t always go great

Even if we ain’t straight

Our love is a little bit piebald

But we are warned and ready -

Thing’s won’t always go steady

If we both are going for gold

I really wanna make it last

Don’t wanna makes „us” a past

I’ll keep on trying to make you smile

There’s no going back

My love for you is a fact

And for me you still are divine

But it can’t always go great

Even if we ain’t straight

Our love is a little bit piebald

But we are warned and ready -

Thing’s won’t always go steady

If we both are going for gold (2x)

I know that it gets hard at some point

But if we work together we may achieve it.

It may seem easier to let go,

But if we let go – who knows what we would be missing?

As long as our hearts beat in the same rhythm

I know we can set a brand new record!

So let’s keep going, let’s keep on flying,

So at the very end we can both be champions!

But it can’t always go great

Even if we ain’t straight

Our love is a little bit piebald

But we are warned and ready -

Thing’s won’t always go steady

If we both are going for gold (2x)

Try to Solve this Chaotic Jigsaw

Ain’t no way to make this better

Maybe only if we lived together

Also if we didn’t have to work

And if we could just pay for whatever

I feel like right now we’re having an examination

It’s something everybody goes through

But why can’t we be an exception?-

Well that was a pretty dumb question. Was it?

So stay with me a little bit more

Until I pass the drivers license

And get job I want

And let’s hope it won’t be long

I’ll try to make it work
And then you're gonna see it was worth it

You’re the only person

Who loves my soppy expressions

If you’ll want I’ll write you even more than hundred and fifty eight words

Yes, Microsoft Word counted and I checked

It’s unbelieveable

That you are so lovable

And ain’t I just  adorable

Cause no one writes poems as horrible as me

I put some brand new words

In to this song

I guess

I want to impress

You

Hopeless

This might sound a little bit funny, but

At times I feel like I'm a puppy

And at times when you’re too busy with yourself

I feel neglected, but of course I understand

And you know I’ll follow you

No matter how things go

I simply like to look at you

I love all of your wrongs

I guess I’m hopeless at this

And everyday

I fall in love again

I guess I’m really hopeless at this

When you’re in front of me

Nothing else exists

And you can call me a romantic loser

Or a silly dreamer

But I believe that one day

Both of us will live together

And probably this sounds silly

But maybe one day we could get married

Cause I really ain’t scared to tell that

I wanna spend my life with you

Almost (sometimes it counts)

Sometimes I wanna tell the whole world

How I got the perfect girl

With eyes as blue as the bluest sky,

Golden hair and a gorgeous smile.

But I’m gonna keep it a secret

‘Cuz if I tell I just might regret it

Let’s be clear

It’s a little bit weird

It’s been almost a year

And even though ‘Almost’ doesn't count

Have no fear, ‘cuz I have no doubt-

I wanna be with you right now

And if possible – in the future somehow :)

At times I can’t believe it’s happening

‘Cuz things are too good to be real

And yes I know I once almost screwed it up

 But 'Almost' doesn't count and I should shut up

Most of the time we’re perfect together

I have a feel we’ll be like that forever

Is this real?

It has been the very best year

It’s almost like a dream

And even though 'Almost' doesn't count

Have no fear, ‘cuz i have no doubt-

I wanna be with you right now

And if possible – tomorrow

After tomorrow and after that also

Wanna be with you everyday

I really, really wanna be with you always :-)

When it gets hard

You know it's hard -

I sometimes wonder what's going on in your heart

And I can guess, but I'll probably be wrong

So instead I have a faith in you and it's strong

I know that things can get very hard

But the distance ain't that far

I think situations like this makes us stronger

So we can earn to be together

I think I played some cards right this time

Since I got you by my side

And of course that it's hard sometimes

At times we would both wanna cry

But we will fix something if it's broken, not throw it away,so

In the end we both could smile

I know sometimes words are not enough

And things get tough

But when I tell you that I love, You must believe

'Cuz you're the most perfect thing I've ever received

And I don't wanna cause a scene,

But my heart screams every time you leave

I may not have enough words

To express what you mean to me

Should've used a vocabulary..

I have a feeling we're meant to be.

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Well I like you the most

with no make-up on

'cuz that's when I can kiss you all day long.

Well of course you look pretty

with that stuff on

but I can only be close to you within 1 meter

So I'm gonna ask you one more time

don't waste your lip-liner, 'cuz you look just fine.

It's enough when you smile.

I hope it won't be a crime

if I call you mine

Perfect

I can hear you smile

and my heart stops for a while

I look into your eyes

and it stops for a minute.

I watch you fixing your hair

to interrupt - I don't dare

I see you putting the lip-gloss on

and it looks on you perfect.

Because you know, baby, I

no matter how hard I'd try

a face like yours would be too hard to find.

When I see you smile

with the shy eyes

I know that it's worth it - 

a moment with you is perfect.

I hear the high-heel sound

and my heart beats loud

Even through a big crowd

I know when you'll be coming around

I don't need to go all around the world

Because without you, I'd probably be bored

I know that this sounds funny,

but you could be my honey, today..

And when I said today

I meant everyday

'Cuz the sweetness you gave

I won't throw it away

You're the perfect dream

in my reality

please don't disappear

(Mini) Someone like you

Even if I felt lost

Lately I feel that I’m found

I can feel that I can trust-

Not keep silent any sound

And that’s why I say-

I

Never thought I could meet someone like you

Never thought I ‘d be the one you’d choose

Unbelievable but true –

Someone like you

Life Insurance Girl

Another day

in the stupid, little mini-market

I make my way to open the gates

I wait an hour to see

if it’s her shift today

And there she comes with her

Platform shoes and perfect hair

I have to wait a minute or three, then she’ll

Come to get her coffee

And she drives me crazy

the life insurance girl

my vision’s fading

when she comes through the door

the hot insurance girl

I’m going crazy, I could

Look at her daily

When it’s lunch time I know

What she’s gonna have

I know her favorite kind of chocolate and

I know she loves coffee

  

I should make a move

I gotta tell her the truth

I know my colleague will laugh

When she’ll tell me – “get the fuck off!”

I should ask her her name

And maybe even her last name

But I will probably choke

Hey I've got an idea – I’ll ask her out for a smoke J

I wish I could write a song with smart and difficult words

Last night you were asking me some questions

I hope I didn't give you the wrong impression

'Cuz you know - I was simply being honest

I know I may not be one of the smartest

But

This is how I feel

I'm just being real

Am I being clear?

When you asked - Do I like spending time with you?

I said - I do, I do, I do, that's fact

Then you asked if I am using you?

(What?) I'm not, I don't, I'd never ever do that

Then you smiled and said:"Hey, maybe, there's is someone else besides me?"

But you answered that - "There's no better than me" :)

And then you asked - For how long we will be together?

I answered that forever and ever

Last night we were walking through the Old town

I remember in your face I saw a big frown

I just wish I could make it alright

'Cuz it's much better when you're shining bright

And I wish I could write a song

With smart and difficult words

But I think it costs a high price

To sound a little like Damien Rice

(But that's another story

as you said today) :)

So I'm just gonna go

With the same simple flow..

Well at least it's from my heart though...

Believe me if I say so..

'Cuz I'm just being true..

I'm in love with you

Thinkin' of you

Well I got rain in my shoes

Funny I’m still thinkin’ of you

And in the bus when I snooze

Guess what – still thinkin’ of you

And in the mornings, in my bed

Well there’s always you in my head

And after work when I feel dead

Guess what – there’s only you in my head

When I’m on the wrong trace

That’s when I remember your face

And when I feel outta place -

I just keep dreamin’ of you face

And there’s no one else I would wanna hold

In the night’s when I’m feeling cold

And you know that I always miss

The moments when we touch and kiss

So what am I supposed to do,

Since I’m only thinkin’ of you..

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Hey now, I'm starting to fear

'cuz lately we've been drinking too much beer.

Now are you thinking what I'm thinking?

I think we might have a problem with drinking

The last time I drank a whole bottle of Jäger

at some point my consciousness faded.

Do you remember,  'cuz if I'm being real -

I don't remember it all that clear

When you're drunk you still act like you're sober

but when it's me - I just wanna pull you closer

and it would rock if I didn't have to throw up

not 'cuz of you but of the liquid that's in my guts

But it doesn't really matter (does it?)

as long as we're in this together

'Cuz I don't mind

getting drunk with you

even if it's every night

Because you see

although I'm drunk

I'm still in love completely

And I know that you already know-

that I would give my heart and soul

But I'd also lend you my lung -

instead of writing this song

..and also spare my liver (if it would be useful J)

and in case you'd start to shiver..

I'd keep you warm J

The truth..

When we met I was desperate for love

I guess that's why you weren't enough

and that's why I took you for granted

I didn't think it would turn out complicated

You went away to a far-away land

I always knew that I wouldn't stand it

I waited for you six long months

but suddenly my world turned around

I fell for a girl with a gorgeous smile

I swear there was sunshine in her eyes

and in her voice I heard butterflies

and that's when I knew it's time to say goodbye to you

Then I told you - I need time to think

and finally our ship started to sink

you told me I'm an ass and a liar

I'm sorry for the times I made you cry

I'm sorry that we tried

I'm sorry that I lied

but I'm not sorry that I did what I wanted

I'm not sorry that we split

I'm not sorry I was a bitch

I'm not sorry that I fell for real this time

Confessions

You don’t know and I don’t care
all we do is sit and stare
thinking ‘bout the ugly days
until a man comes up and says:

„I’m feeling like a worthless shit
and I feel I am losing my grip
I wanna be more like you two
please tell what can i still do?”

You didnt know, I didn’t care
about that man just standing there
we had some problems on our own
we wanted him to just get blown

Away

Away from you and I
too little time to decide
trying just to find
the feelings that we hide
behind us everytime
when we are close together
when we’re about to fight
it makes me wanna cry

We sent that man to hell that day
But we - ourselves, began to pray
To God who's watching from the sky
Who gives us reasons for a cry

And there's no wonder that we cry
We're all 'bout us and that is why
We have to start with ourselves
Not put the blame on someone else..

Someone else

Someone else
who just can help
But we - we never see things clearly
We push away the help by breathing
Breathing air, that's full of pain
and hate, and suffer and pain again
forgetting just to breath it out
to breath out joy and love and life..