Confessions

You don’t know and I don’t care
all we do is sit and stare
thinking ‘bout the ugly days
until a man comes up and says:

„I’m feeling like a worthless shit
and I feel I am losing my grip
I wanna be more like you two
please tell what can i still do?”

You didnt know, I didn’t care
about that man just standing there
we had some problems on our own
we wanted him to just get blown

Away

Away from you and I
too little time to decide
trying just to find
the feelings that we hide
behind us everytime
when we are close together
when we’re about to fight
it makes me wanna cry

We sent that man to hell that day
But we - ourselves, began to pray
To God who's watching from the sky
Who gives us reasons for a cry

And there's no wonder that we cry
We're all 'bout us and that is why
We have to start with ourselves
Not put the blame on someone else..

Someone else

Someone else
who just can help
But we - we never see things clearly
We push away the help by breathing
Breathing air, that's full of pain
and hate, and suffer and pain again
forgetting just to breath it out
to breath out joy and love and life..

And the river took two souls

And the river took two souls

But both of them still had to grow
From innocent game of innocent fun
their death still felt like a shot from a gun

Just a simple night on the Island of Death
Turned out as a last one for two innocent breaths.
And why did the fate chose them on that night?
It didn't make sense it doesn't seem right.

And those 7 who lived will they be able to live?
Who can imagine their horrible grief?
And those 7 who lived, won't be the same
It all turned to horror from innocent game..

Es redzēju sapnī kā Dimiteram lieku roku uz pleca es

Cik grūti stāvēt 45 grādu leņķī pret to,

pret kuru gribas raidīt lodi.
Tagad tikai jāatceras,
ka pēc 20 minūtēm aties pirmais vilciens uz to vietu,
uz kuru parasti jāgaida dienas vai pat gadi.
Un Velns nopirks biļeti,
aizbrauks,
un dzers ilgi līdz nelabumam.
Jo savu nozagto bērnu bērnu viņš tāpat redzētu tikai uz 10 minūtēm.
Tad labāk būtu raidījis to lodi pierē tam Dievam.
Un viss tikai tāpēc,
ka labajam jāuzvar vienmēr.

Helpless

There she was again
I didn't recognize her
I hadn't seen her in a while
She had change a little

One more time
she made me smile
and forget all other things in my life

And this heartache in me
It never stops
It always appears
when she is so near
I'm helpless
so helpless
when she's walking with me
or even looking at me
even when she's just near
I'm helpless

She did the same old thing
kissed me and then left
upstairs with some guy
I don't wanna know why

One more time
she made me cry
and freak out like I had no life

And this heartache in me
It never stops
It always appears
when she is so near
I'm helpless
so helpless
when she's walking with me
or even looking at me
even when she's just near
I'm helpless
just so helpless
so helpless
God damn helpless
I'm helpless

It's a damn cold world

I tried to like you
I swear that I tried
So I put myself beside you
But I failed at it big time

It’s a simple fact in life
I pushed my self to try
I knew I won’t be happy
I knew that I lied

So please just forgive me
I’m sorry that we tried
And try to forget me
I can’t look you in the eyes

It’s a damn cold world
And it freezes you
And it makes your heart like stone
But most simple breeze can turn it hot like coal

I know that I’m stupid
I know that I’m losing life
But I had to stop it
Cuz I can’t live on a lie

I want to be your friend
I don’t want to pretend
That we’re something more
It’s just not right anymore

So please just forget me
Try to get me out of your head
But try to forgive me
Cuz you know it’s not the end

It’s a damn cold world
And it freezes you
And it makes your heart like ice
But if it sees the sun, you won’t have to think twice....

Love is a game

Love plays with you like with a puppet in its hands

And love doesn’t think and love doesn’t give a damn

‘Cuz love is supernatural in a way

It naturally sucks, that’s all that I can say

I guess love’s a game, and you’re usually the loser

It’s like you’re deleted, you’re not anymore a user

‘Cuz every time you login to start a new game

Love shuts down, and you keep screaming – damn!

Just keep on pushing the buttons my friend

‘Cuz who knows maybe you will win in the end

And if you get addicted well you know that is your fault

‘cuz no one really pushed you in this miserable vault

Sometimes you play and you’re doing really well

And everyone around tells – hey, you’re doing pretty swell

And you get so excited, that you move on faster

Until you see the red letters telling you – oops…ERROR

Start the game

Jump over a cliff

Run a bit

Careful now...

Oh what a hit!

No...

Now stop!

Oh how could you miss!?

Hey there dude...

Have you stopped playing yet?

No, not yet...
game over man...

Damn!

She knows

It was meant to be a party
All the time her act was girly
And I came up to her, said - "now can I kiss you, girl?"
She smiled at me and said - "yeah, of course you can"

We danced that night
and kissed a lot
I guess I spoiled it when I confessed
I said I was in love with her

So she left me on the bench
Again this feeling of "so strange"
People at the party got excited by Jackson
But I was sitting all alone

Just hoped she will return
without a second twirl
it sucks so bad 'cuz she knows

I was sitting frozen there
Guess for an hour maybe, yeah
after that I saw her leave with that guy I nearly knew
I thought it'd be different, I care about you...

So I guess I'm not supposed to be happy at all
'cuz evertime it feels right, it all goes wrong
everytime I feel on top, I know that I will fall
I won't be able to take it more, I'm not that strong.

Just hoped she will return
without a second twirl
it sucks so bad 'cuz she knows