trešdiena, 2011. gada 20. jūlijs
Get Well
pirmdiena, 2010. gada 5. jūlijs
Confessions

You don’t know and I don’t care
all we do is sit and stare
thinking ‘bout the ugly days
until a man comes up and says:
„I’m feeling like a worthless shit
and I feel I am losing my grip
I wanna be more like you two
please tell what can i still do?”
You didnt know, I didn’t care
about that man just standing there
we had some problems on our own
we wanted him to just get blown
Away
Away from you and I
too little time to decide
trying just to find
the feelings that we hide
behind us everytime
when we are close together
when we’re about to fight
it makes me wanna cry
We sent that man to hell that day
But we - ourselves, began to pray
To God who's watching from the sky
Who gives us reasons for a cry
And there's no wonder that we cry
We're all 'bout us and that is why
We have to start with ourselves
Not put the blame on someone else..
Someone else
Someone else
who just can help
But we - we never see things clearly
We push away the help by breathing
Breathing air, that's full of pain
and hate, and suffer and pain again
forgetting just to breath it out
to breath out joy and love and life..
otrdiena, 2010. gada 4. maijs
And the river took two souls

From innocent game of innocent fun
their death still felt like a shot from a gun
Just a simple night on the Island of Death
Turned out as a last one for two innocent breaths.
And why did the fate chose them on that night?
It didn't make sense it doesn't seem right.
And those 7 who lived will they be able to live?
Who can imagine their horrible grief?
And those 7 who lived, won't be the same
It all turned to horror from innocent game..
otrdiena, 2010. gada 2. februāris
Es redzēju sapnī kā Dimiteram lieku roku uz pleca es

Tagad tikai jāatceras,
ka pēc 20 minūtēm aties pirmais vilciens uz to vietu,
uz kuru parasti jāgaida dienas vai pat gadi.
Un Velns nopirks biļeti,
aizbrauks,
un dzers ilgi līdz nelabumam.
Jo savu nozagto bērnu bērnu viņš tāpat redzētu tikai uz 10 minūtēm.
Tad labāk būtu raidījis to lodi pierē tam Dievam.
Un viss tikai tāpēc,
ka labajam jāuzvar vienmēr.
otrdiena, 2010. gada 19. janvāris
Helpless
I didn't recognize her
I hadn't seen her in a while
She had change a little
One more time
she made me smile
and forget all other things in my life
And this heartache in me
It never stops
It always appears
when she is so near
I'm helpless
so helpless
when she's walking with me
or even looking at me
even when she's just near
I'm helpless
She did the same old thing
kissed me and then left
upstairs with some guy
I don't wanna know why
One more time
she made me cry
and freak out like I had no life
And this heartache in me
It never stops
It always appears
when she is so near
I'm helpless
so helpless
when she's walking with me
or even looking at me
even when she's just near
I'm helpless
just so helpless
so helpless
God damn helpless
I'm helpless
svētdiena, 2009. gada 4. oktobris
It's a damn cold world

I tried to like you
I swear that I tried
So I put myself beside you
But I failed at it big time
It’s a simple fact in life
I pushed my self to try
I knew I won’t be happy
I knew that I lied
I’m sorry that we tried
And try to forget me
I can’t look you in the eyes
And it freezes you
And it makes your heart like stone
But most simple breeze can turn it hot like coal
I know that I’m losing life
But I had to stop it
Cuz I can’t live on a lie
I don’t want to pretend
That we’re something more
It’s just not right anymore
Try to get me out of your head
But try to forgive me
Cuz you know it’s not the end
And it freezes you
And it makes your heart like ice
But if it sees the sun, you won’t have to think twice....
sestdiena, 2009. gada 5. septembris
Love is a game

Love plays with you like with a puppet in its hands
And love doesn’t think and love doesn’t give a damn
‘Cuz love is supernatural in a way
It naturally sucks, that’s all that I can say
I guess love’s a game, and you’re usually the loser
It’s like you’re deleted, you’re not anymore a user
‘Cuz every time you login to start a new game
Love shuts down, and you keep screaming – damn!
Just keep on pushing the buttons my friend
‘Cuz who knows maybe you will win in the end
And if you get addicted well you know that is your fault
‘cuz no one really pushed you in this miserable vault
Sometimes you play and you’re doing really well
And everyone around tells – hey, you’re doing pretty swell
And you get so excited, that you move on faster
Until you see the red letters telling you – oops…ERROR
Start the game
Jump over a cliff
Run a bit
Careful now...
Oh what a hit!
No...
Now stop!
Oh how could you miss!?
Hey there dude...
Have you stopped playing yet?
No, not yet...
game over man...
Damn!