Hidden messages

Enough of feeling empty
life's all about surprise
in deepest dreams my heart is
not ready for such lies
and here I go again

My life feels like a tale
of lonely girl like Kelly
not happy one like Shane
this is another nightmare
and I can't change a thing

And this is not goodbye
not even little sign of
doing things I've done and felt again,again, again...

And feeling these thing's isn't right
ready for some change
not now
on and on I think about
life and all the meaning of
death, how I am gonna be without
same faces once again

Burning coals

They say
you never gonna get everything that you want
but I didn't want everything
I just wanted her
Although she meant everything in my life
she was just a part in my lonely heart

And damn
it took a nicer girl to make me whole again
I couldn't wish more than
her speak my name
and damn if she knew how I feel 'bout her
I wonder if I would have chance this time

My heart's divided in two parts
and first on probably doesn't know
that deep in me it still hurts
but second one's just clueless now

You're my burning coals
burning deep inside of me
burning for eternity
never going out
you're my fire flames
burning on the inside
and showing on the outside
of me

we could
be together if one of you would just call my name
through the rain, I would come along
I'd show my face
I'm putting my soul into this song
but I guess you won't recognize...

That my heart's divided in two
and one of them is your's
and deep in me it still hurts
because you have no clue

And there's my heart
and there's my soul
there's my body
and my thoughts
my confessions of my heart
telling that I would go far
there's my secrets
there's my hopes
there's my chances
and my doubts
I could tell it in your face
but I'm afraid
that you won't understand