You're the reason why my hand keeps grabbing the pen

You're the reason why my hand

keeps grabbing the pen

And the reason why wheels in my brain

start to turn again.

You're also the reason why they stop 

and the reason they lock,

but thank God you've got the key to fix them up.

Have you built up a camera inside my eyes?

'Cuz even when I close them tight,

you're still on my mind.

And that sweet perfume you have

when you have nothing on at all -

it sometimes gets me on my knees,

sometimes I even start to crawl.

And then there's one more thing! - 

You make my heart want to sing,

and it sings like Mark or Shania Twain

that's why my hand grabs the pen!

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Honey, if you only knew

how it feels when the blood runs through

and it boils with 100 degrees or more.

But I'm feeling insecure

Honey, if you only saw

how much dust comes out of my scars

and you know it isn't smart

to hurt me more since they're on my heart..

I'm walking through the rain

I hope it'll wash away my shame

It'll wash away the lies I told

I feel that I am turning cold (But I don't want that)

Help me understand

how could I cause such pain?

By hurting you I hurt myself

Don't tell me it's too late..

Honey, I am being true

I know you're not that cruel

I know you have a heart of gold

Please do not make mine cold..

I'm feeling way too tired

so I'm walking through the fire

I  take a breath and breathe the flames

I hope they'll  burn away my pain

And I'm not joking

I might as well be frozen

Only your warm heart will make mine beat again..

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Well I like you the most

with no make-up on

'cuz that's when I can kiss you all day long.

Well of course you look pretty

with that stuff on

but I can only be close to you within 1 meter

So I'm gonna ask you one more time

don't waste your lip-liner, 'cuz you look just fine.

It's enough when you smile.

I hope it won't be a crime

if I call you mine

Perfect

I can hear you smile

and my heart stops for a while

I look into your eyes

and it stops for a minute.

I watch you fixing your hair

to interrupt - I don't dare

I see you putting the lip-gloss on

and it looks on you perfect.

Because you know, baby, I

no matter how hard I'd try

a face like yours would be too hard to find.

When I see you smile

with the shy eyes

I know that it's worth it - 

a moment with you is perfect.

I hear the high-heel sound

and my heart beats loud

Even through a big crowd

I know when you'll be coming around

I don't need to go all around the world

Because without you, I'd probably be bored

I know that this sounds funny,

but you could be my honey, today..

And when I said today

I meant everyday

'Cuz the sweetness you gave

I won't throw it away

You're the perfect dream

in my reality

please don't disappear

(Mini) Someone like you

Even if I felt lost

Lately I feel that I’m found

I can feel that I can trust-

Not keep silent any sound

And that’s why I say-

I

Never thought I could meet someone like you

Never thought I ‘d be the one you’d choose

Unbelievable but true –

Someone like you

Life Insurance Girl

Another day

in the stupid, little mini-market

I make my way to open the gates

I wait an hour to see

if it’s her shift today

And there she comes with her

Platform shoes and perfect hair

I have to wait a minute or three, then she’ll

Come to get her coffee

And she drives me crazy

the life insurance girl

my vision’s fading

when she comes through the door

the hot insurance girl

I’m going crazy, I could

Look at her daily

When it’s lunch time I know

What she’s gonna have

I know her favorite kind of chocolate and

I know she loves coffee

  

I should make a move

I gotta tell her the truth

I know my colleague will laugh

When she’ll tell me – “get the fuck off!”

I should ask her her name

And maybe even her last name

But I will probably choke

Hey I've got an idea – I’ll ask her out for a smoke J

I wish I could write a song with smart and difficult words

Last night you were asking me some questions

I hope I didn't give you the wrong impression

'Cuz you know - I was simply being honest

I know I may not be one of the smartest

But

This is how I feel

I'm just being real

Am I being clear?

When you asked - Do I like spending time with you?

I said - I do, I do, I do, that's fact

Then you asked if I am using you?

(What?) I'm not, I don't, I'd never ever do that

Then you smiled and said:"Hey, maybe, there's is someone else besides me?"

But you answered that - "There's no better than me" :)

And then you asked - For how long we will be together?

I answered that forever and ever

Last night we were walking through the Old town

I remember in your face I saw a big frown

I just wish I could make it alright

'Cuz it's much better when you're shining bright

And I wish I could write a song

With smart and difficult words

But I think it costs a high price

To sound a little like Damien Rice

(But that's another story

as you said today) :)

So I'm just gonna go

With the same simple flow..

Well at least it's from my heart though...

Believe me if I say so..

'Cuz I'm just being true..

I'm in love with you

Thinkin' of you

Well I got rain in my shoes

Funny I’m still thinkin’ of you

And in the bus when I snooze

Guess what – still thinkin’ of you

And in the mornings, in my bed

Well there’s always you in my head

And after work when I feel dead

Guess what – there’s only you in my head

When I’m on the wrong trace

That’s when I remember your face

And when I feel outta place -

I just keep dreamin’ of you face

And there’s no one else I would wanna hold

In the night’s when I’m feeling cold

And you know that I always miss

The moments when we touch and kiss

So what am I supposed to do,

Since I’m only thinkin’ of you..

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Hey now, I'm starting to fear

'cuz lately we've been drinking too much beer.

Now are you thinking what I'm thinking?

I think we might have a problem with drinking

The last time I drank a whole bottle of Jäger

at some point my consciousness faded.

Do you remember,  'cuz if I'm being real -

I don't remember it all that clear

When you're drunk you still act like you're sober

but when it's me - I just wanna pull you closer

and it would rock if I didn't have to throw up

not 'cuz of you but of the liquid that's in my guts

But it doesn't really matter (does it?)

as long as we're in this together

'Cuz I don't mind

getting drunk with you

even if it's every night

Because you see

although I'm drunk

I'm still in love completely

And I know that you already know-

that I would give my heart and soul

But I'd also lend you my lung -

instead of writing this song

..and also spare my liver (if it would be useful J)

and in case you'd start to shiver..

I'd keep you warm J

That night (Walrus)

Hold on, since when did wishes come true?

Was it a dream or did I wake up next to you?

I guess I’ve been acting pretty damn good

Since I earned the rights to get so close to you

No I don’t think of you as a gift from the skies

But with face like that I’m sure you can fly

I wish that I could too, when you pushed me out of bed that night J

Hold on, can things get any better?

I don’t even care about the rainy weather

And your smell still lingers on my Nightwish t-shirt

I can’t believe how this turned out from a silly flirt

No I don’t think of you as a reward for all my good deeds

‘Cuz let’s be honest I haven’t really done much good shit

But I did feel glad that when I woke up, you were in my sheets

I hope there’ll be more nights like these

When I’ll feel your warm body next to me

I love to watch you breathe

I probably sound like a creep, but

I’m  a really nice creep, baby J

(This one has no chorus

I gotta fill space for chorus

I wonder what rhymes with chorus..?

I got it- the word is walrus :p)

All I'm thinking of (I miss you)

I miss you the most

When you don’t pick up the phone

And I feel kinda hacked

When you don’t call right back

Although  you probably have a good excuse to act so

And it makes me insane

When you change the plans

Although we met day before

I wish we would meet a bit more

Does this fact sounds that bad to you?

And, oh, I wish you only knew

That all I'm thinking of is you

You’re on my mind when I go to sleep

I’m hoping that soon we will meet

And when I wake up in the morning

Thoughts about you– they are going, going...on!

I hate it the most

When I’m all alone

Even if you and me

Right now could be together

Now I know  things can be fucked up this way.

And I don’t wanna sound obsessed

I don’t wanna sound like I’m a mess

I don’t wanna sound desperate

I think that I sound possessed

But I wish You missed me just as I miss you

I’d never throw away a chance to see you

I wish you wanted me just as I want you

I can’t wait to get my hands around you

Stay @myplace

Ok, I'l tell you why I can't sleep at night

anymore.

It's because you get in my thoughts

more and more.

I used to dream how I die

a million times,

but now when I close my eyes

I feel you by my side.

Oh, please, please stay at my place

I am longing for your face

please, please stay tonight -

take a chance while my mom's outta sight.

I remember

a few times when we slept together

I wish those moments lasted forever

You had your arms around me

I had my arms around you, baby.

And you've got that something

that makes my heart sing

And sometimes..

I wish there were no buses

so you could stay at my place.

I wish you had no bike

so you could stay tonight.

I wish your place was far away

so you would have to stay.

I wish there were no streets, no waters

so you could stay for ever after.

"You took my bra.."

You took my bra

and you took my shirt

and some time before you even took my jacket

but most important of all -

you stole my heart

and I don't even need right back..

On a beautiful day

we drank champagne

I think we also drank cider but it started to rain

but that's just fine

'cuz I was love-drunk from you

and I'm gonna get drunk some more..

And it doesn't matter

if you take my clothes

if you steal my heart

or hide my soul

'cuz you know - I'd give it all up for you..

The truth..

When we met I was desperate for love

I guess that's why you weren't enough

and that's why I took you for granted

I didn't think it would turn out complicated

You went away to a far-away land

I always knew that I wouldn't stand it

I waited for you six long months

but suddenly my world turned around

I fell for a girl with a gorgeous smile

I swear there was sunshine in her eyes

and in her voice I heard butterflies

and that's when I knew it's time to say goodbye to you

Then I told you - I need time to think

and finally our ship started to sink

you told me I'm an ass and a liar

I'm sorry for the times I made you cry

I'm sorry that we tried

I'm sorry that I lied

but I'm not sorry that I did what I wanted

I'm not sorry that we split

I'm not sorry I was a bitch

I'm not sorry that I fell for real this time