Piebald

I must admit –

I am scared a little bit

Scared that you won’t tolerate me any longer

I screwed up so many times

Yet you stood by my side

I do believe that it made us stronger

And take a look at me now -

I still mess up somehow

I keep making you feel kind of bad

I am really sorry

And also pretty worried

But I know that you’re still feeling sad

But it can’t always go great

Even if we ain’t straight

Our love is a little bit piebald

But we are warned and ready -

Thing’s won’t always go steady

If we both are going for gold

I really wanna make it last

Don’t wanna makes „us” a past

I’ll keep on trying to make you smile

There’s no going back

My love for you is a fact

And for me you still are divine

But it can’t always go great

Even if we ain’t straight

Our love is a little bit piebald

But we are warned and ready -

Thing’s won’t always go steady

If we both are going for gold (2x)

I know that it gets hard at some point

But if we work together we may achieve it.

It may seem easier to let go,

But if we let go – who knows what we would be missing?

As long as our hearts beat in the same rhythm

I know we can set a brand new record!

So let’s keep going, let’s keep on flying,

So at the very end we can both be champions!

But it can’t always go great

Even if we ain’t straight

Our love is a little bit piebald

But we are warned and ready -

Thing’s won’t always go steady

If we both are going for gold (2x)

Two Tongues

Everyone I used to know

Somehow messed me up

Then one  day I saw you and

Everything summed up

Vanity, wrath, envy and sloth

I’ll defeat all of them

Maybe I’m sound predictable, but

I

Love

U 

How To Describe Love?

I can feel –

the earth has lately stopped

Is it just me? –

I can’t feel the gravity

It’s something new

Something I’ve never felt before

Guess it’s true –

I have never been so sure

I was in shade

But now there’s only sun on my skin

I was affraid

But now I depend on fate

The earth was moving too fast for me

And I was too tied up to it

But now my feet don’t touch the ground

I levitate without a sound

Out of the night

Into the light

For a feeling like this I’ll always fight

Don’t know how to describe this feeling

But all of my nightmares are sleeping

Don’t know how to describe love

Don’t know how to describe my love

Two

It still seems a little weird - 

to love the same face for whole two years.

And sometimes it feels this way -

it feels like I only met you yesterday.

And you get amused by the simplest things -

like a flower or a new kind of a drink.

And I'm boring, but you're not,

it must be true that the opposites attract.

So two years ago we were sitting in the sand

and as I found later I couldn't control my hands ('cause I was drunk).

And sometimes it feels this way -

like it all happened just yesterday.

And I get offended by the silliest things -

like if you can't meet me, makes me an automatic victim.

And you're so pretty, but I'm not,

it must be true that the opposites attract.

And two years ago we didn't know

what would happen after two years.

But now I love you and you love me

We're not that different, aren't we?

My real thoughts

I just thought you should know

I feel as cold as a penguin in snow

And as much as I know

Penguins do love snow and the cold

I also thought that you should know

That I’ve never felt so much in love

And no matter what people think

We kinda fit like a hand and glove

And despite all the arguments we have

It feels like we are still in love

And no matter what we should go through

Wanna go through anything with you

I’m afraid that you’ll think this is too simple

I know how you like songs difficult

But I can’t change anything about it

This  is exactly how I think

And despite of all our fights

I still feel that I just might

Get on my knees and ask you to

Be together- just me and you

And it doesn't really matter that I'm a little bit drunk

'Cause it doesn't change when I'm sober

And I think that we can just try and then..

We can learn to love again ;)

(Yup, I stole some lyrics from P!nk ... :s )

Something something

We often have these silly conversations

and we pretend like we are great philosophers

we talk about life and love like we have a clue

we talk about the past and the future too

And we might get anxious

and we might get mad

But you just need to know one thing

I have a feeling that I have been waiting 22 years for you

And I can honestly tell that I would wait 22 again

And if you went away for a year or five I would wait no matter what

But you said you'd only wait for me if I was in jail

Well, baby, just don't take this serious

I'll feel better if you'll think I'm just delirious.

Everything you do still makes me curious

and everytime someone touches you

 it makes me furious

(see how many aftermaths I made with the "ious" :))

And now let's get to the serious part

I think that we will never be apart

Just don't screw this up, cause I'm trying myself real hard

And if I sometimes say some stupid stuff-

please forgive me, cause I would forgive to you

I hope for now - this will be enough :)

A Song for the Most Wonderful Person in the World

Living up till now wasn't easy

Spent most of my time daydreaming

Guess the daydream finally came true - 

on the day I met you

It all started as joke, pretty silly

Told to my friend that we would marry

And when you finally talked to me

I felt my ground was shaking

And I let you in.

I didn't even look for love that time

I know at some I committed a crime -

I stole you from the others

and now we're living undercover.

And even though our minds are open

some of the doors are closed

But we will always look for the right key,

to open those which will let us be.

I must admit I never really was the type

Who settled for the first class flight

But we've been  in seventh heaven for the last year

Sometimes I think what if we fall - that's my biggest fear.

But when you crash at my place 

and I end up making you breakfast

It makes me smile, 'cause C E N S O R E D
C E N S O R E D  C E N S O R E D  C E N S O R E D

Even if my inspiration dries out every now and then

It doesn't change the way I feel 'bout you, it will never have an end

I will try to do everything, to keep you all to myself

I'm such a selfish maniac.

All the twists and twurls

All ungrateful trolls

It all brought me here, to the one I've longed to know

Have we met before,

in another world?

Why'd you hide so long behind that bright dark door?