It's a damn cold world

I tried to like you
I swear that I tried
So I put myself beside you
But I failed at it big time

It’s a simple fact in life
I pushed my self to try
I knew I won’t be happy
I knew that I lied

So please just forgive me
I’m sorry that we tried
And try to forget me
I can’t look you in the eyes

It’s a damn cold world
And it freezes you
And it makes your heart like stone
But most simple breeze can turn it hot like coal

I know that I’m stupid
I know that I’m losing life
But I had to stop it
Cuz I can’t live on a lie

I want to be your friend
I don’t want to pretend
That we’re something more
It’s just not right anymore

So please just forget me
Try to get me out of your head
But try to forgive me
Cuz you know it’s not the end

It’s a damn cold world
And it freezes you
And it makes your heart like ice
But if it sees the sun, you won’t have to think twice....

Love is a game

Love plays with you like with a puppet in its hands

And love doesn’t think and love doesn’t give a damn

‘Cuz love is supernatural in a way

It naturally sucks, that’s all that I can say

I guess love’s a game, and you’re usually the loser

It’s like you’re deleted, you’re not anymore a user

‘Cuz every time you login to start a new game

Love shuts down, and you keep screaming – damn!

Just keep on pushing the buttons my friend

‘Cuz who knows maybe you will win in the end

And if you get addicted well you know that is your fault

‘cuz no one really pushed you in this miserable vault

Sometimes you play and you’re doing really well

And everyone around tells – hey, you’re doing pretty swell

And you get so excited, that you move on faster

Until you see the red letters telling you – oops…ERROR

Start the game

Jump over a cliff

Run a bit

Careful now...

Oh what a hit!

No...

Now stop!

Oh how could you miss!?

Hey there dude...

Have you stopped playing yet?

No, not yet...
game over man...

Damn!

She knows

It was meant to be a party
All the time her act was girly
And I came up to her, said - "now can I kiss you, girl?"
She smiled at me and said - "yeah, of course you can"

We danced that night
and kissed a lot
I guess I spoiled it when I confessed
I said I was in love with her

So she left me on the bench
Again this feeling of "so strange"
People at the party got excited by Jackson
But I was sitting all alone

Just hoped she will return
without a second twirl
it sucks so bad 'cuz she knows

I was sitting frozen there
Guess for an hour maybe, yeah
after that I saw her leave with that guy I nearly knew
I thought it'd be different, I care about you...

So I guess I'm not supposed to be happy at all
'cuz evertime it feels right, it all goes wrong
everytime I feel on top, I know that I will fall
I won't be able to take it more, I'm not that strong.

Just hoped she will return
without a second twirl
it sucks so bad 'cuz she knows

I don't care

Seems like there is no place in your heart for me
seems like there’s just a space, that you’re unable to feel
feels like I am beside an empty place
’cuz you don’t see the smile on my face

We were close for one time
and that time still hangs on
you were so close to me
and I was close to you

I never dreamed I would kiss somebody like you
I guess neither did you
so what’s wrong with hanging on

I don’t care about the summer
'cuz it’s full of memories
and i don’t care of what I told you
but I’m sure I won’t forget
a thing you said

And you told me about that guy that you like
and I was pissed off, but I never let it show
and then we both surrendered to the sight
of a red moon that guided the light

We were so close
that no one else even saw
you were so close to me
and I was close to you

I never dreamed I would kiss somebody like you
neither did you
but still I’m the fool

And I don't care about the sun
'cuz it’s burning me up
and I don’t care how I looked
since you said I look good

And if there’s one thing I wish I did that night
is to take your hand
and show you the right...

Oh the right direction to my heart
so you wouldn’t fall
but I’m just a dreamer
and I cant keep her forever in my arms

Lettish rap

Es pārcēlos citur, tuvāk Grāvja centram
Vispār esmu tieši centrā, tā sauktā Longsaidā
Kur pa naktīm visi ārdās, dzerstās, pīpē zāli
Bet es neesmu no tiem, man šķiet, ka viņi garā vāji
Vienreiz aizgāju es tur – uz LSF
Kur L stāv priekš Long tulkojumā tas ir garš
Un burtiņš S stāv priekš Side, nu tā kā garā puse
Un F stāv priekš Family, tas tā lai visi ķipa klusē

Nevar teikt, ka es viņus nolieku
Jo tur daži ir krietni
Bet tur ir viens tāds čuvaks, kurš apzīmē sienas
Raksta visādus SHAME un CREAM un vēl visādas herņas
Ķipa mētā baigi kruto, bet pat pār lūpu nevar dabūt
Galvenais, ka ķēpā burtus uz manas mājas durvīm
Nu ja viņam vietas pietrūkst, lai raksta meitenēm uz krūtīm
Nu kaut vai sev uz pieres vai savām loga rūtīm
Bet lai pārstāj tak lekt acīs ar savu intelekta sūtību

Un es vēl paturpināšu par to LSF
Jūs zinat viņiem ir pat sauklis, es vēl joprojām smejos
Tas ir tā kā Bong!, kad iedod pa galvu, ķipa
„Live long, stay strong in Longside we belong”

Zini cilvēki 30 ir tanī barā
Ik pa reizei tup ārā un tikai kapā
Liekas baigi skarbi es pret viņiem un tā
Bet tā ir zināmākā lieta manā mikrorajonā
Bet man bišķiņ besī laukā, ka ir tikai tā
Ka uz sienām viņu simbols ir pārsvarā
Zinot to, ka viņi sēž vienā noteiktā vietā
Dzer, pīpē, ārdās kā sagājuši sviestā
Baigi labi, ka es nepiederu pie viņējo bara
Tā kaut vai pierādu es sev, ka esmu stipra garā

Un ja jautā, ja man jautā- „no kurienes tu nāc ?”
Un es pasaku –„no Grāvja.” -„Ā, no Longsaida?”
Man jau tas sāk besīt ārā, ne pa jokam
Drīz jau viņu tupais simbols būs virsū katram kokam
Es varu visu pateikt tieši un tas nav pa jokam
Lai tev nebūtu jāklausās kā tādam spokam
Viņi itin neko nav darījuši savām rokām
And the PEACE sign out and choke ‘em!

Remember when...

Remember when I spilled the juice
I wanted to clean up
but you didn't let me
you cleaned the whole thing up

And remember how I asked from you a cigarette to smoke
you didn't let me
but you gave me one last stroke

'Cuz I remember how we sat on coach
we sat there side by side
I put my head on your shoulder
and you didn't mind

And now I think if you realized
how I looked up to you
I was hypnotized
by your smile

I remember how stressed you were
before the exams
I said - don't worry
you smiled and turned around

And I watched you in all the exams
no matter where you sat,
in front, behind me
or maybe on the left

And when you looked at me with the sad eyes
I felt it once again
it was then
when I fell in love again...

Gonna miss the school

Soon school be over
I am looking over shoulder
Trying to make a happy face

But the truth is that I will
Miss the school, but I'll stand still
'Cuz there's no way I can turn back the time

And I'll always remember
each and every step I took
even every single book
and the hallway full of gamblers

I'll remember all the girls
that went all around in twirls
And all of the boys
who always made a funny noise

I'm gonna miss the school a lot
I'm gonna miss the parking lot
where the teachers parked their cars
The road from home wasn't really far

I'm gonna miss the black chick
who became a lot like star
and the fan of German band -
Tokio hotel's on her hand

I'm gonna miss that girl
who always made a trouble for herself
even if she was a sweetheart
she still was kind of a dirt

And all the parties, all the fights
how one guy was wearing tights
misunderstandings, funny sights
and the class of 2009

I'm gonna miss the school
hope I don't look like a fool...

When you're here

Like a cold cup of coffee
like a naked cherry tree
like a day without a sunshine
this is how I really feel
feels like nothing's right if you're not by my side

I miss the way you smell
and I miss the way you smile at me
I remember how you fell
and for the first time I really cared
oh I miss the way you look at me
and I wonder if it's real...
when you're here

Like an old maple leave
like an unfulfilling dream
like a rain that melts my clothes
I swear it's really how I feel
feels like something's wrong that's why I'm writing this song

Being near to you it pays
even in my lonely days
even when I think I should do something else
oh I can't sleep
no I can't breathe
thinking of you makes me weak
but I just want you to be here today

Oh missing you is so hard
like my world's falling apart
like cutting inside me
this thought of "cannot be"
still I wanna see your face
then I feel like I'm in a better place...

You

Same old f***** feeling
Don't really wanna feel it
But my head kept turning
The second time this week since...

I saw your face...

But there's nothing I should like
Except maybe your eyes
But what's with your new clothes?
I can't believe it's like...

Most dreamy ones I've seen...

And what the hell I'm saying
I hope I'm just pretending
I hope you didn't catch my eye
When I started watching....

You...

Oh you, you and again there's you
Why your boyfriend had to leave you
And put the blame on you
See my world revolves around you

Oh..but I should stop
...now!
...right now!
...stopping now!
...but yet

You're ex is such a loser
He said that you're a user
But I know that you loved him
And wanted to get closer

I wish I was closer to you...

And I don't know what will happen
With friends you had in common
Or maybe you'll get back
Or are you really done

The stupid hope keeps killing me...

And still there's you, you again there's you
My thoughts revolve around you
The only one I see is you
If only I could get you...

Seeing through

An Angel walks this earth with us
But she's in average people rush
An Angel you can fully trust
I wish you all could see it, just...

A secret has been told by me
Does that mean I am not worth thee?
But I can surely see you through
Today my Angel simply flew...

The devil walks this earth as well
I know her place should be in hell
But I would never wish such horror
Even if she caused me sorrow

The Devil's laughing when I come
My ears hurt like from thousand drums
But still the Devil owns my soul
My spirit wants to lowly crawl

And when these two are eye two eye
I don't know how to watch this sight
My Angel always stands by me
As Devil makes a fool of me

I think of Angel day night
When I am in my pillows tight
But Devil sang in my sweet dreams
He sang 'bout love, my insight screamed

But in my dreams my Angel came
Has she had won, and now owns fame?
I saw her in the photographs
I woke up with a laugh

The fight between them isn't real
That's just example how I feel
And who will win, I have no clue
I only know I see them through...

Fight with the faite

The power of the faite
Ain't delivered by the saints
It's delivered by our actions
And how we play the game

The game of being true
And being fake as well
Watching how the moon
Is rising out in doom

And we shouldn't sit back
And let the fate go all it's way
We all have the power to stop this playful game
We should show strength
We all should be arranged
And stop faite from making us act awkwardly insane

The power of the faite
Is written in the gold
In greed, jealousy
And in our souls so cold

Faite must be stopped
As we gonna change it's move
Our life's all we have
And we shouldn't be done

Is there anyone out in there
Who would bring back our power and our steel
And is there anyone now and here
Who would pick up the armor and fight with the steel

Have to
Stop the
Faite...

Untitled

I just don’t think that I could live without you
by my side
it’s this feeling coming down on me
why can’t you see, you were made for me

and it hurts so bad, making me so sad
knowing you’re with him
and you don’t need me
but I still dream about you everyday I go
near you

and maybe I should just forget you
but I know I can’t
I tried to help myself
with fake feelings towards men
but I can not forget you, and the way you smile
it’s not for a while
it’s forever all right

This feeling so empty inside me

Feels different

From what I’ve known before

It’s like a trance that’s killing me slowly

I need it to survive

My own life. . .

Hidden messages

Enough of feeling empty
life's all about surprise
in deepest dreams my heart is
not ready for such lies
and here I go again

My life feels like a tale
of lonely girl like Kelly
not happy one like Shane
this is another nightmare
and I can't change a thing

And this is not goodbye
not even little sign of
doing things I've done and felt again,again, again...

And feeling these thing's isn't right
ready for some change
not now
on and on I think about
life and all the meaning of
death, how I am gonna be without
same faces once again

Burning coals

They say
you never gonna get everything that you want
but I didn't want everything
I just wanted her
Although she meant everything in my life
she was just a part in my lonely heart

And damn
it took a nicer girl to make me whole again
I couldn't wish more than
her speak my name
and damn if she knew how I feel 'bout her
I wonder if I would have chance this time

My heart's divided in two parts
and first on probably doesn't know
that deep in me it still hurts
but second one's just clueless now

You're my burning coals
burning deep inside of me
burning for eternity
never going out
you're my fire flames
burning on the inside
and showing on the outside
of me

we could
be together if one of you would just call my name
through the rain, I would come along
I'd show my face
I'm putting my soul into this song
but I guess you won't recognize...

That my heart's divided in two
and one of them is your's
and deep in me it still hurts
because you have no clue

And there's my heart
and there's my soul
there's my body
and my thoughts
my confessions of my heart
telling that I would go far
there's my secrets
there's my hopes
there's my chances
and my doubts
I could tell it in your face
but I'm afraid
that you won't understand

Bloody "girlfriends"

Guess what time is it again?
It looks a lot like strawberry jam
It doesn't taste or smell that way
Cuz it's about the "bloody hell"

The thing that happens once a month
It happens sure with every girl
We call them "girlfriends" at some times
And we get angry at those times

So I guess you have figured out just now what
I'm talking about, what I'm telling you of
This is not about love or some pretty stuff
It is pretty dirty business called...
PMS!

I'm pretty sure you can't imagine
Why I'm telling you all these stories
I don't compare this thing to love
Cuz love rally sucks much more than that

I do enjoy them at some times
I think it's not good for the times
You know with all them dressing whites
It's cool for those who marry twice

So I went one day to look at pretty faces, They weren't so much most of them wore braces. It's not enough that it was crappy day, my "girlfriends" came across the way, and I had to wear those damn white pants, so basically they turned out red, so I went straight to the bus stop to wait, but guess what's next? The bus had weight, you know what I mean - many people in there, and I had to stand, cuz there was no place, so everyone saw my "pretty" ass, thank god I got home in that day, I sat on couch and cried away, the shame I had cuz of my "friends", that's why I never buy new trends...!

Use our mouths

First there was a boy
he made my tummy jump around
but in the end I'd understand
that we got nothing in common
we walked around a lot
but didn't use our mouths
now stop all of your looks...
I mean we didn't talk much!
so that was when I realized this isn't supposed to happen

Then there was this second boy
he was a lot like I was
but in the end I'd understand,
my tummy didn't jump up
we used our mouths a lot
just stop all of those looks...
I mean we talked a lot,
but just about computers
and that was when I realized this isn't gonna happen

Of course there was a third boy too
I wished he was like me
cause in the end I'd understand
he likes other type of girlies
we didn't use our mouths
enough with all your looks...
I mean we didn't talk much!
my tummy didn't jump at all
but something funny happened then
I felt and he felt too

I just hoped that in one day
I will meet the perfect mate
who'd make my tummy jump around
and who would use the mouth
now you can look
I meant the kiss

Number four, number five, all the other guys
they didn't make me feel that way
I'm always saying them- "no way!"
but hey there still are girls...!

Another twirl

I saw it with my two eyes
it wasn't such a big surprise
she went to a guy
kissed him
then smiled
I guess it wasn't very wise
from me to tell her more than twice
it obviously isn't nice
when a girl to a girl says...

How can I change the thing's I've done
my chances are completely gone
and just as much as I like her
another boy is at my door

I saw his smile with my own eyes
I know that I'm not very wise
he stood next to them
watched me
then stopped
another thought just made a knock
if I get with with him
will that make her jealous?

I can not change the way I feel
the boy is nearly at my feet
like I'm at feet to gorgeous girl
it's just another fucked up twirl

it obviously isn't nice
when a girl to a girl says a confess
confess of a love that's pure as sky
a love which usually makes us all die...

Hope you don't regret (I still would say yes)

Hope you don't regret
that you never gave me a chance
cause now I stand taller
than I did before
hope you don't regret
that you never gave me a chance
but I sill would say yes
to you

It's so hard to keep my eyes of of you
cause every time I'm close to you
I seem to feel you so
and when I see your hair
I can't seem, my dear,
to just go without looking at you

It's impossible to lock you out of my head
Cause every time I try
the key doesn't fit
and when I hear your voice
I don't have a choice
I just make some serious noise

Could you look at me
and could you smile at me
and could you just come to me
and kiss me seriously...
could you look at me
and start loving me from now...?

The same thing

There used to be a time when I didn’t look at the girls
there used to be a time
When I thought I had enough
And when I fell in love with this special person in my life
I guess that’s why I
I Don’t think about you

there must be a way
to be honest with myself
there must be a chance
for romance


oh, I wish I could
tell you the same thing
oh how I wish that you would act a little earlier
how I wish I could
stop loving this human being
it’s that I wish she would
tell the same thing to me


there was a time when I forgot all the silly things
I saw you in school
how I wished you would know
But I guess that it just really wasn’t meant to be
I guess that is why
you are thinking about me

oh there must be a way
for a sweet summer day
with or without hate
it’s enough with the fate

she doesn’t know
about my soul
and she doesn’t care
if I’m even there
and I know that you do
I know I’m acting like a fool

but I can’t see
and she doesn’t see
just like you didn’t see
the love I had in me

It's not allright

Seein' you in the first floor
it's like a dream come true
being so close to you
is unbelievable
And I just can't pretend
that I don't have feelings for you
but it's not alright cause you're a chick

How can I get rid of this thing
that's boiling inside me when I only see
your pretty eyes, your pretty smile...
it's not alright

Seein' you going out the door
I just have to follow you
but you don't know who's watching you
and seeing you in dreams
And I just can't stop to smile
when I see your eyes

But it's not alright cause you're a chick

There must be a way
to get away
it's no more wise
to see your eyes
you have to hide
your pretty smile
I have to stop
these feelings that I have
It's not alright
It's not alright...