Piebald

I must admit –

I am scared a little bit

Scared that you won’t tolerate me any longer

I screwed up so many times

Yet you stood by my side

I do believe that it made us stronger

And take a look at me now -

I still mess up somehow

I keep making you feel kind of bad

I am really sorry

And also pretty worried

But I know that you’re still feeling sad

But it can’t always go great

Even if we ain’t straight

Our love is a little bit piebald

But we are warned and ready -

Thing’s won’t always go steady

If we both are going for gold

I really wanna make it last

Don’t wanna makes „us” a past

I’ll keep on trying to make you smile

There’s no going back

My love for you is a fact

And for me you still are divine

But it can’t always go great

Even if we ain’t straight

Our love is a little bit piebald

But we are warned and ready -

Thing’s won’t always go steady

If we both are going for gold (2x)

I know that it gets hard at some point

But if we work together we may achieve it.

It may seem easier to let go,

But if we let go – who knows what we would be missing?

As long as our hearts beat in the same rhythm

I know we can set a brand new record!

So let’s keep going, let’s keep on flying,

So at the very end we can both be champions!

But it can’t always go great

Even if we ain’t straight

Our love is a little bit piebald

But we are warned and ready -

Thing’s won’t always go steady

If we both are going for gold (2x)

Two Tongues

Everyone I used to know

Somehow messed me up

Then one  day I saw you and

Everything summed up

Vanity, wrath, envy and sloth

I’ll defeat all of them

Maybe I’m sound predictable, but

I

Love

U 

How To Describe Love?

I can feel –

the earth has lately stopped

Is it just me? –

I can’t feel the gravity

It’s something new

Something I’ve never felt before

Guess it’s true –

I have never been so sure

I was in shade

But now there’s only sun on my skin

I was affraid

But now I depend on fate

The earth was moving too fast for me

And I was too tied up to it

But now my feet don’t touch the ground

I levitate without a sound

Out of the night

Into the light

For a feeling like this I’ll always fight

Don’t know how to describe this feeling

But all of my nightmares are sleeping

Don’t know how to describe love

Don’t know how to describe my love

Two

It still seems a little weird - 

to love the same face for whole two years.

And sometimes it feels this way -

it feels like I only met you yesterday.

And you get amused by the simplest things -

like a flower or a new kind of a drink.

And I'm boring, but you're not,

it must be true that the opposites attract.

So two years ago we were sitting in the sand

and as I found later I couldn't control my hands ('cause I was drunk).

And sometimes it feels this way -

like it all happened just yesterday.

And I get offended by the silliest things -

like if you can't meet me, makes me an automatic victim.

And you're so pretty, but I'm not,

it must be true that the opposites attract.

And two years ago we didn't know

what would happen after two years.

But now I love you and you love me

We're not that different, aren't we?

My real thoughts

I just thought you should know

I feel as cold as a penguin in snow

And as much as I know

Penguins do love snow and the cold

I also thought that you should know

That I’ve never felt so much in love

And no matter what people think

We kinda fit like a hand and glove

And despite all the arguments we have

It feels like we are still in love

And no matter what we should go through

Wanna go through anything with you

I’m afraid that you’ll think this is too simple

I know how you like songs difficult

But I can’t change anything about it

This  is exactly how I think

And despite of all our fights

I still feel that I just might

Get on my knees and ask you to

Be together- just me and you

And it doesn't really matter that I'm a little bit drunk

'Cause it doesn't change when I'm sober

And I think that we can just try and then..

We can learn to love again ;)

(Yup, I stole some lyrics from P!nk ... :s )

A Song for the Most Wonderful Person in the World

Living up till now wasn't easy

Spent most of my time daydreaming

Guess the daydream finally came true - 

on the day I met you

It all started as joke, pretty silly

Told to my friend that we would marry

And when you finally talked to me

I felt my ground was shaking

And I let you in.

I didn't even look for love that time

I know at some I committed a crime -

I stole you from the others

and now we're living undercover.

And even though our minds are open

some of the doors are closed

But we will always look for the right key,

to open those which will let us be.

I must admit I never really was the type

Who settled for the first class flight

But we've been  in seventh heaven for the last year

Sometimes I think what if we fall - that's my biggest fear.

But when you crash at my place 

and I end up making you breakfast

It makes me smile, 'cause C E N S O R E D
C E N S O R E D  C E N S O R E D  C E N S O R E D

Even if my inspiration dries out every now and then

It doesn't change the way I feel 'bout you, it will never have an end

I will try to do everything, to keep you all to myself

I'm such a selfish maniac.

All the twists and twurls

All ungrateful trolls

It all brought me here, to the one I've longed to know

Have we met before,

in another world?

Why'd you hide so long behind that bright dark door?

Try to Solve this Chaotic Jigsaw

Ain’t no way to make this better

Maybe only if we lived together

Also if we didn’t have to work

And if we could just pay for whatever

I feel like right now we’re having an examination

It’s something everybody goes through

But why can’t we be an exception?-

Well that was a pretty dumb question. Was it?

So stay with me a little bit more

Until I pass the drivers license

And get job I want

And let’s hope it won’t be long

I’ll try to make it work
And then you're gonna see it was worth it

You’re the only person

Who loves my soppy expressions

If you’ll want I’ll write you even more than hundred and fifty eight words

Yes, Microsoft Word counted and I checked

It’s unbelieveable

That you are so lovable

And ain’t I just  adorable

Cause no one writes poems as horrible as me

I put some brand new words

In to this song

I guess

I want to impress

You

Hopeless

This might sound a little bit funny, but

At times I feel like I'm a puppy

And at times when you’re too busy with yourself

I feel neglected, but of course I understand

And you know I’ll follow you

No matter how things go

I simply like to look at you

I love all of your wrongs

I guess I’m hopeless at this

And everyday

I fall in love again

I guess I’m really hopeless at this

When you’re in front of me

Nothing else exists

And you can call me a romantic loser

Or a silly dreamer

But I believe that one day

Both of us will live together

And probably this sounds silly

But maybe one day we could get married

Cause I really ain’t scared to tell that

I wanna spend my life with you

A song that Sarah Bettens could sing

I had started to believe

that love doesn't exist.

That it's something someone's made up

in they screwed up little head

I used to think that if I do have one true love it lives in China

And it's probably a boy who would wear make-up more than I do

And now I wanna thank the Universe

for making me do these silly things I do

and for letting me know you

I always wanted someone

with the perfect hair

the perfect eyes

the perfect body, skin and smile

and when you speak you blow my mind.

You're one of a kind..

it's so wonderful you're mine.

I had started to think

I have no purpose in my life

I used to think I'll end it with an obtuse knife

I've found my purpose now

I never thought I'd do

I've started living thanks to you

And now I wanna thank the Universe

for putting me in this silly state I'm in

for letting me this time win.

I really hope that this time life won't play a joke

I really hope, I really hope, I really hope

I'm still surprised that you said you love me back

'cuz I know you're a pretty hard case to crack

(Un šeit - ja Tu dzirdētu melodiju, kas skan tikai manā galvā, es pārietu uz "Win me over") :)

How did I get you

I've never written so much about one person

Seems like you're my main inspiration

Everything I do

revolves around you

And  keep thinking how did I get you

How did I get you

How did I get you

I must have gotten lucky

At least one thing in my life

feels right

since you're by my side

How did I get you

How did I get you

Must have been the right time

Must have been the right place

It must have been the right circumstances

How did I have the guts to even ask you out

Well look at us now

I guess I never really knew how it is to love

until now

Now I keep thinking how did I get you

I used to search for love in the wrong places

Used to act like I'm happy, Oh, my God how I faked it

Somehow I realized I just have to be patient.

I waited a lot

And now I can't have enough of you

And I keep thinking how did I get you :)

Almost (sometimes it counts)

Sometimes I wanna tell the whole world

How I got the perfect girl

With eyes as blue as the bluest sky,

Golden hair and a gorgeous smile.

But I’m gonna keep it a secret

‘Cuz if I tell I just might regret it

Let’s be clear

It’s a little bit weird

It’s been almost a year

And even though ‘Almost’ doesn't count

Have no fear, ‘cuz I have no doubt-

I wanna be with you right now

And if possible – in the future somehow :)

At times I can’t believe it’s happening

‘Cuz things are too good to be real

And yes I know I once almost screwed it up

 But 'Almost' doesn't count and I should shut up

Most of the time we’re perfect together

I have a feel we’ll be like that forever

Is this real?

It has been the very best year

It’s almost like a dream

And even though 'Almost' doesn't count

Have no fear, ‘cuz i have no doubt-

I wanna be with you right now

And if possible – tomorrow

After tomorrow and after that also

Wanna be with you everyday

I really, really wanna be with you always :-)

When it gets hard

You know it's hard -

I sometimes wonder what's going on in your heart

And I can guess, but I'll probably be wrong

So instead I have a faith in you and it's strong

I know that things can get very hard

But the distance ain't that far

I think situations like this makes us stronger

So we can earn to be together

I think I played some cards right this time

Since I got you by my side

And of course that it's hard sometimes

At times we would both wanna cry

But we will fix something if it's broken, not throw it away,so

In the end we both could smile

I know sometimes words are not enough

And things get tough

But when I tell you that I love, You must believe

'Cuz you're the most perfect thing I've ever received

And I don't wanna cause a scene,

But my heart screams every time you leave

I may not have enough words

To express what you mean to me

Should've used a vocabulary..

I have a feeling we're meant to be.

Blame it on the winter

Woke up in the middle of the night

Couldn’t sleep ‘cuz of thoughts in my mind

When I put my head on your shoulder

You said that I‘ve become colder

Could it be, maybe I’m going crazy

But I swear I’m trying to make you happy

Maybe I just try too hard

But I won’t let us fall apart

On that evening we went to the opera house

Saw ballet and both had a virus

Don’t you think that it’s kinda romantic?

More romantic than that suicidal Aladdin

On that day we both got really cold

Probably ‘cuz it was -4

(I’m just trying to go the chorus right now)

I’m gonna blame it on the winter

‘Cuz it sucks

It’s hard to hug you in the winter

I’m outta luck

And you must admit it’s impossible -

I can’t put my arms behind your shirt

Or slip my hand under your skirt

Like I can in the summer

(I just really hope that I don’t sound like that creep I used to date (no offense...))

So I’m gonna blame the winter

You don’t really have to worry

I really, really, really, really want you

But I think you can see

That the fucking time goes slow in the winter

(I’m sorry for the F word)

We’re like two Pooky Bears

We have fun in summer and sleep in the winter

We really should evolve

To bunnies

(I’m really losing it ain’t I?)

I’m gonna blame it on the time

‘Cuz it sucks

And also don’t forget winter

It sucks too

We both should move to Australia

Where it’s summer all day long.

But anyhow I promise I will try not to be cold

Like I do

(‘Cuz you’re the most awesome girl I’ve ever met, and I really care about everything you say, and I really love you and I miss you every day when you’re not with me and I really DO care that we both can’t have as much ALONE TIME (if you know what I mean ;)) as we want, I’m just trying to get myself together you know. Oh and I love you like A LOT. This is way too much text to be put in the brackets..)

And any ways blame the winter

You're my drug

I should confess

I gotta admit

When it comes to you I'm an addict

Never thought I could fall in so deep

it feels like I'm living on a morphine

You're my drug

Feels I'm about to overdose

My guilty pleasure

I might get addicted forever

I gotta say

You blow me away

I wish all day in your arms I could stay

Should I be ashamed, is this love a sin?

Feels like I'm high on cocaine

You're my drug

Feels I'm about to overdose

My guilty pleasure

I might get addicted forever

I look into your eyes

and in a second I feel high

You take all my troubles away

you make my head, heart n' body sway

When you put your hand in mine

everything is fine.

So I won't quit on you

'cuz you take away the blues

So don't quit on me

'cuz it feels like you are falling deep too

You're the reason why my hand keeps grabbing the pen

You're the reason why my hand

keeps grabbing the pen

And the reason why wheels in my brain

start to turn again.

You're also the reason why they stop 

and the reason they lock,

but thank God you've got the key to fix them up.

Have you built up a camera inside my eyes?

'Cuz even when I close them tight,

you're still on my mind.

And that sweet perfume you have

when you have nothing on at all -

it sometimes gets me on my knees,

sometimes I even start to crawl.

And then there's one more thing! - 

You make my heart want to sing,

and it sings like Mark or Shania Twain

that's why my hand grabs the pen!

...no title...

Honey, if you only knew

how it feels when the blood runs through

and it boils with 100 degrees or more.

But I'm feeling insecure

Honey, if you only saw

how much dust comes out of my scars

and you know it isn't smart

to hurt me more since they're on my heart..

I'm walking through the rain

I hope it'll wash away my shame

It'll wash away the lies I told

I feel that I am turning cold (But I don't want that)

Help me understand

how could I cause such pain?

By hurting you I hurt myself

Don't tell me it's too late..

Honey, I am being true

I know you're not that cruel

I know you have a heart of gold

Please do not make mine cold..

I'm feeling way too tired

so I'm walking through the fire

I  take a breath and breathe the flames

I hope they'll  burn away my pain

And I'm not joking

I might as well be frozen

Only your warm heart will make mine beat again..

Untitled

Well I like you the most

with no make-up on

'cuz that's when I can kiss you all day long.

Well of course you look pretty

with that stuff on

but I can only be close to you within 1 meter

So I'm gonna ask you one more time

don't waste your lip-liner, 'cuz you look just fine.

It's enough when you smile.

I hope it won't be a crime

if I call you mine

Perfect

I can hear you smile

and my heart stops for a while

I look into your eyes

and it stops for a minute.

I watch you fixing your hair

to interrupt - I don't dare

I see you putting the lip-gloss on

and it looks on you perfect.

Because you know, baby, I

no matter how hard I'd try

a face like yours would be too hard to find.

When I see you smile

with the shy eyes

I know that it's worth it - 

a moment with you is perfect.

I hear the high-heel sound

and my heart beats loud

Even through a big crowd

I know when you'll be coming around

I don't need to go all around the world

Because without you, I'd probably be bored

I know that this sounds funny,

but you could be my honey, today..

And when I said today

I meant everyday

'Cuz the sweetness you gave

I won't throw it away

You're the perfect dream

in my reality

please don't disappear

(Mini) Someone like you

Even if I felt lost

Lately I feel that I’m found

I can feel that I can trust-

Not keep silent any sound

And that’s why I say-

I

Never thought I could meet someone like you

Never thought I ‘d be the one you’d choose

Unbelievable but true –

Someone like you

Life Insurance Girl

Another day

in the stupid, little mini-market

I make my way to open the gates

I wait an hour to see

if it’s her shift today

And there she comes with her

Platform shoes and perfect hair

I have to wait a minute or three, then she’ll

Come to get her coffee

And she drives me crazy

the life insurance girl

my vision’s fading

when she comes through the door

the hot insurance girl

I’m going crazy, I could

Look at her daily

When it’s lunch time I know

What she’s gonna have

I know her favorite kind of chocolate and

I know she loves coffee

  

I should make a move

I gotta tell her the truth

I know my colleague will laugh

When she’ll tell me – “get the fuck off!”

I should ask her her name

And maybe even her last name

But I will probably choke

Hey I've got an idea – I’ll ask her out for a smoke J